The autumn I learned how to paint, I was 17 and dazzled with discovery. I would thrill myself with the finality of the paintbrush – the still of the art room – the metallic stench of acrylics. I would rush home, dazed from hours of paint fumes and lay under the leaves, close my eyes and imagine painting the canopy above me. I was consumed to my bones with the delight of discovery. I could not get enough. I painted everything I could find. I knew I wasn’t a master – but I had an appetite. I had joy. I had a love affair with the discovery of a new art. I painted chairs, I painted pieces of wood I found. I delighted in watching colors talk to one another. Jangle next to each other, blend, mend, become one. Become something wholly new. Entropy. Ecstasy. I felt wild in my own skin.
Above all things, I wish for that – I wish for that for all people. The thrill of satisfaction. Discovery, joy, empowerment, creation, wonder, fascination, passion. An affair with creativity. With what you can create with your strange body and your magnificent mind and the things around you. That is wildly attractive to me.