Well this is the strangest set of revelations coming from real reflection. How little I need. How in a relationship, what makes me happy and connected is giving. That I need that dynamism. I need to be giving. I don’t even know if I can quite articulate these things yet. I never even really knew this about myself. I guess I need to flesh this out more. Being away and by myself has been so good for me. To finally, finally be able to separate things and see what I really need. And to rid myself of so many things. No expectations. Is this how to be happy?