Oh my, oh my. My life is absurd. What the fuck am I supposed to do?
Going to ER now, I guess.
The book is overwhelming me. Will always overwhelm me. Because it’s just a fuck ton of shit and I don’t know how to wade through it all and edit it. And I don’t have time. No time for anything. But I need to keep reminding myself of it and not let it get swept away and not just let myself get absorbed in nonsense things in my life just to make an excuse to not get anything done. So I’ll try to focus. I’ll try to promise myself that. And keep it on the forefront of my mind. And be proud. And honest.