He’s laughing. He’s certainly laughing now. It is joy and it is peace and it is everything I never knew I have always wanted all my life. This is the best, this is the best, this is the best time of my entire life. Sweet light and soft air and singular moments of silent sweet stares. The state of my being is radiant at best and billowing at times. His love is amazing his light is quite blinding. He’s soft and he’s sweet and he’s full of his soul. Just wonder and wonder and awe in his eyes and if I can catch even a side-swipe of that magic it is more than I could ever ask for in ten thousand years of this life. It’s perfect, it’s amazing and all I could bless on anyone else is a piece of a piece of the joy that it is. That could heal the world. This love.