Oh my god. Oh jmy god. What is happening to me right now_ What on earth does any of this mean I feel my brain shredding into pieces little bits of mind matter htey are all i have and all i hvae is collapsing into volcanic ash and revelation is just bursting from every oraface i dont have the words anymore they are bits of plastic and plastic and ornaments of a language ive never spoken and a piece of my soul i am rattling towards the sun just jostling all my cells towards something moving me something in motion something we all know that weve never known before before this moment which is every moment which is presence that never ends just eternal infinity its that far its that long and its trying to reach out with spiny hands

Im shaking i have chills i dont understand whats happening to my body.


Keep looking- everything comes back.

Even Esperanza, my little jungle queen.

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