It hurts the most when you try to go to sleep…when there’s finally no more distractions to take your mind away from reality…and all you’re left with is replaying over and over again the pain. And it just hits you. And there’s this awful squeezing of your intestines. Nothing hurts like that.

Nothing hurts like this.


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  1. and when you wake up…for a split second youve forgotten that its happened, and then it hits you like a freaking ton of bricks…
    everything youre saying i feel in the pit of my stomach…know that i am feeling you lauren….i feel it too….
    and i love you and your strength. and its a process, and it takes time….but my god, imagine the strength youll gain from all this. sometimes you have NO other choice except to be STRONG….
    love you more than life…..

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