I feel happier than I did last year. Probably…the happiest I’ve ever been. I feel divinely and purely happy. Functional. A real person.

And I love the tenor of Emlyn’s voice and the soft grunt of Bryan’s laughter. I love the inherent nostalgia in A Charlie Brown Christmas and the beauty in the sweet glow of christmas lights. I love laughing from the bottom of your toes at Balderdash. I love real family that matters. And I love feeling that I really don’t need Christmas to remember what these people mean to me and to embrace love.

I love Christmas.

And I love my life. My heart. My light. And my Christmas.

Merry Christmas.

Sleep in heavenly peace….

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