Phew. I jsut had a minor heart palpitation. For the past few days it
wouldn’t let me log into my xanga and I was frazzled. But it’s all good
now. Sigh. It’s the last day of June. What the fuck is that.
concert tonight…leaving any minute now…I’m excited but I don’t
really have any idea what to expect…should be hot though…I guess
it’ll be the last time I’ll see Melissa for a while…I don’t know…I
don’t know about anything…honestly. I jsut don’t know. And tomorrow
it will be July. Wtf is that. A third the way through summer. Sigh. I’m
sort at peace with everything though right now…it’s really good…at
peace with my fate…with my life…with my pain…with my pain…my
friends…my lost love…my past…and my future. I guess everything’s
going to be okay…at some point in time. Sigh. I don’t know most
I hope I don’t get raped tonight…sigh. June has been
beautiful…fun…exciting…relaxing…hazy and wonderful. July holds
even more surprises…and I’m at peace with time as well. Sigh. Sigh. I
don’t exactly know what else to say…there’s not much to do other than
lie beneath the blue sky and feel the heat of the sun. Summer days are
transitory and completing.
I don’t know where I’m going or where I am and I think I’m alright with
that. I can dwell in fantasy so long as the fireflies glisten.
But how is it the last day of June? The earth spins so quickly.
So ya…I have no idea where Amy is……I’m a tad concerned…..
Now I’m getting antsy…I feel like writing for days…but honestly…I
have nothing to say…I don’t even know who I am anymore. Sigh. I’ll
just keep breathing and keep taking what life gives me. I’ve lost alot
of things I had. But I’ve found lost pennies along the way. Enough to
Amorphous Ellipsis says:
a booby trap that actually catches boobies!