Watch it it’s fucking hilarious.
So. I think I can sufficiently call this weekend…insane.
So obscene. Relationships and emotions went from high to low to high to
low in a frenzy over the course of three days. Things changed so much.
And I am utterly exhausted. Not a moment of rest.
And above it all….through everything….I don’t regret any of it.
Friday was the most obscene day of my life. I can’t write about it on
here…but I might write a protected entry for Mat. Ugh. School was
INTENSE. Um. I remember last period Erica and I’s sketch fest….wooot
I LOVE YOU….And then um…rehearsal was hot…and then hanging with
Bob and um….then Jeremy came over to the house…and ahahaha I go
outside and I hear all these voices and I look over the fence and
there’s like 50 people practically in my backyard…sketchy crew
party……so then we had to majorly hide Jeremy in the bushes…hahaha
it was quality. Then we walked into Princeton……………..twas a
Saturday was like UGH. So mudluscious. Let’s see. Lysistrata rehearsal
at like 10…ugh…was fine…then had to leave early and sprint over
to the ballet school to go to Coppelia rehearsal (which I still haven’t
told Ms. Ohm I’m in…I’m scared to) and literally. Omg. It was sooo
fucking intesne. Because if it was an Act rehearsal then its
nervewracking and intense but I get to sit alot…and if it was a
private rehearsal then that’s better for learning but really
exhausting…but it was like freaking BOTH. We had to do it in front of
Mary Pat and it was horrible
so we got yelled at majorly for like an hour for beinga
disappointment to the school and then sent to intense private
rehearsal. So then we ran it over and over and over and over. At least
I know the dance now. That’s good. But I was freaking on pointe for 4
hours. I thought I was going to keel over. And of course rehearsal ran
over too. Then we sprinted to Communiversity and I walked around for a
little bit…and got the SEXY earrings fromt he same place I went last
year…and basically what I’ve been looking forward too all year. This
year I got even more itnense onces…I got like typewriter keys, dog
tags, beatles stamps and keys…you have to see them to believe them.
Dmitri and Emlyn were being sketchy. Then we sprinted to Founder’s Fest.
Founder’s Fest was……………..good…..I mean it wasn’t amazing.
And it wasn’t like last year…but honestly nothing has been like last
year…so it was fine. Riley was awesome. Um. Erica is seriously my
HERO. OMG. What a freaking generous and humble and forgiving person. I
was like blown away by what she said…and the fact that she
like…well ya. She’s basically a god. Just the fact that she would
apologize…even though she didn’t need to…was just like so amazing.
Heh. If only my other friends were anything like that. Ha. We took an
awesome walk down the walk and it made me feel soo much better. I don’t
really remember what we all did…played wallball…played SKETCHY
frisbee…ran around and ate…and…ya. Campbell all of the sudden out
of nowhere was like “Ya I heard you guys got fucked up last night”
jfkeajfkaje. I don’t even feel like writing about that right now. Meh.
Mark got dunked. That was…….nice.
Then the talent show. HOLY SHIT. MOST FREAKIN AMAZING TALENT SHOW I’VE
EVER BEEN TO IN MY LIFE. HAHAHA. SOOOO QUALITY. It was sooo Hun. HAHA.
Wow. Um. Let me see…Kiala is amazing…JON AND AMANDA ARE MY FUCKING
HEROS FOR SINGING LIGHT MY CANDLE…but I’m sure no one got it…but it
was still so gutsy and awesome and Jon was so good…the NURSE
sang…..RILEY was like crying and so adorable…Break dancers were
ghetto…Arta was really GOOD…Gilroy’s song was sketchy…and WILL IS MY FUCKING HERO AND HIS HARMONICA PLEASES ME SOOOO MUCH. Omg. That could have satisfied me for hours on end. I still think Will got jipped.
Then um. i don’t know. We didn’t feel like going to the movie. So we
had a ghetto TREE AXE SKETCH SESSION. WOOOOOT. Erica Jeremy Emlyn and I
tried to go into the boiler room…but it was locked….so we like
erged in the dark…and it was sketchy…and then ummm…amy was really
pissing me off….oh grumble grumble…and then we wandered around and
showed Emlyn hun…and then Erica had to leave…and then um Jeremy and
Emlyn and I wandered around the dark hallways and all sat in the girl’s
bathroom and talked. Hahaha quality. And then ummmmm. Another big thing
that I don’t have time to write about but….
Jeremy and Emlyn broke up.
Ya. That seriously broke my fucking heart. Jeremy took me outside
during the movie and told me and I seriously gave him like a 20 minute
long hug…and when we pulled apart he was like crying. I love that boy
to the end of the earth.
Basically the world is falling apart.
Ugh. Then Emlyn decided to go home…at like 10:30…but I stayed….at
the deserted hun school…and jeremy and sam and i had the most amazing
thingness ever…SEIROUSLY. We sat on a park bench for like an hour and
we fucking CALLED THE GOVERNOR. IT WAS AMAZING. We left a message on
Rush Holt’s answering machine….complaining about gay rights and money
for the arts and ending the war. hahaha it was soo amazing. We got the
nu,mber from information. Ugh. So then we fucking CALLED THE PRESIDENT
OF THE UNITED STATES. We could only get the white house answering
machine but it was still SO quality. So in sam’s like recent calls and
in our phonebooks its like “The President” hahahaahah. Wow. Then of
course we called John Smith in Boise Idaho, that was fun too.
Then Jeremy left and Sam and I went up to Poe cuz it was cold but as we
were walking we saw this clump of sketchy looking people…and I really
didn’t want to go over but sam did…I really thought they were like
sketchy juniors…but we were like drawn to them…and then we didnt
figure out it was the boarder guys until we were like 4 feet away. But
haha ya. There was like sketchy boarder guys and Amy and Alix…after a
while sam left. I don’t really know what happened. Campbell and ben got
in a baby house and haha it was…intense…and we talked about
campbell’s thighs. Oh baby. Then randomly I guess they decided to walk
down the mall…so me and amy and katelyn and her random friend and
kerr and ben and campbell and furlong and i dont even remember now
walked all down the mall…freezing cold and under the stars…and it
was sketchy. I don’t know. I guess it was sort of cute though. but
cambpell was being a flipping lunatic like usual. Ben is a quality kid
though. Kerr is fucking SKETCHY as hell. Then Ben and Amy and I spun
around in circles for a bit and looked at the stars and that was cute.
Overall I guess it was cute. And like pitch black. And then we all went
into the Gazebo and umm…the boys were like molesting Katelyn’s friend
and I felt bad for her heh….and out of the blue campbell randomly
brought up the friday night thing in front of evreyone and I was like
wtf. Go kill urself. And then all the boys were talking about how much
of a druggie campbell is…and I honestly don’t believe it. That’s
bullshit. Anyway. After a while I guess we left…at like midnight. And
I went into the dorms…and then went home. Ugh. Sketchy night. Sketchy
Oh boy. There’s sooo much to say about that day. Ugh.
Oh and my aunt knows. Need to write about that.
Ok Melissa’s like…mad at me for her not being able to reach me this
weekend cuz my phone was freakin stolen…um…what does she want from
Ok so that was just Saturday. Then today was QUALITY. UGH. What a
freakin weekend. Today we went into the city to see SWEENEY TODD for my
birthday….omg so ughliscious. We left at like 10 and got back at like
9. So it was swell. Um. THIS RANDOM MAN walked up to me and gave me a
flower. hahaha that was beautiful. We went to lunch at Ollies. Then the
show was at 2….and it was UTTERLY FUCKING AMAZING. OMG.
Like…CHYEAH. And we had like absolutely perfect seats…just me and
em went…and wow. The staging was incredible…so theatrical…the set
was so stark…and with hardly no props…it was SO intense
nonetheless. I oculd write about it for hours…
IT’S ABOUT A BARBER WHO KILLS PEOPLE AND MAKES THEM INTO MEAT PIES. So quality.
There were 10 people in the cast and they all played an
instrument…like…while they were onstage and singing and acting so
they were the orchestra too…it was fucking AMAZING. AND PATTI LUPONE
WAS IN IT. It was basically one of the most amazing things I’ve ever
seen. Really creepy…but mostly demonic…not really scary…and
nothing explicit…but very intense. And it was sooo Sondheim. Amazing
lyrically. Basically the whole thing was breathtaking.
STEPHEN SONDHEIM I PRAISE YOU.
Emlyn was REALLY sketchy and went through all the aisles easter
egg hunting and seriously got a stack of like 40 programs…and then
this lady handed us a 24 pack…so it was like WTF. Emlyn with this
MOUND of Sweeney Todd programs. SKETCHY GIRL. And then Emlyn and I
stood at the stage door for like an hour and got everyone’s autograph
except for Sweeney Todd’s…but WE GOT PATTI LUPONE’S AUTOGRAPH.
Then Emlyn and I wandered around for a few hours…getting AMAZING
popcorn. And buying those like little posters on the streets that I’ve
always wanted to get…and basically…it was a swell day. I ate soo
much shit. It’s all good. We went to Sbarro’s for dinner. Then we went
Yay for broadway!
Can I just say…that that was my
20th Broadway Show
WOOT. That’s fucking unbelievable. I’m very proud of that fact.
I’m so lucky. Most people don’t get to see one. And I know that I
genuinely would love to pour my life into this career. I simply love
it. All of it. Every aspect.
So then we came home. Mmm. Read Without You…and desperate hosuewives
was quality. Now it’s midnight and I have another obscenely busy day
No. No. Life doesn’t slow down. And my heart is bursting at the seams to say so many things. But my soul will slacken.